8/21/25

this is going out to the void.

i want to create.

i want to build.

i want to be bigger than myself.

but all it is, really, is a manifestation of my dreams.

the actual fucking steps to get there, i have no idea.

how does one actually live the life they truly want to live?

i have been resorting to cigarettes to compose myself.

what has this led to.

nothing but despair.